Lost for words. Seeing how you lie on that bed, with all the tubes on your hands, your legs, your nose, I just didn't know what to do or to say, all I did was to just gently pat your shoulders hoping you know it was my way of expressing my love for you. It hurts me so much when I lifted up the blanket to realize the amount of weight you lost... You shrinked & it scares me to see you like that. I may not see you many times all these years, and it doesn't matter if we are close or not, because the very fact that is, you are my, grandfather. I never had a kin who left me before, and I wish there wouldn't be. I don't want to picture how CNY's like without you, how family gatherings would be without you. What hurts me the most was you saying "很痛，很辛苦，hard to breathe", I would be at the most helpless stage of my life, I couldn't help you in any way to help you lessen your pain, sigh the heartache each time I think of that.

I'm at the point that nothing else matters, where I just pray and hope that you would be all right.
Please get well soon Yeye, and please Daddy God, please intervene and do a miracle to my precious grandfather. Please please please.

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