It's the time where we/ I bid another year goodbye.


Honestly, I'm not so much of a sentimental person and neither do I like to reflect about myself and all because I always end up not being able to express myself well in words haha. Just about this time, a year ago, I was at my grandfather's wake, and.... one year passed.


I would say 2013 was a significant year for me, hitting the big 21, having my own birthday party, finally got water baptised, completed my studies in uni (cant believe im going to be an official uni graduate!) and to the doors I opened and closed.


Another year in HRP, another year of studying, another year of just staying in my art and craft PT job.... but who knows what's ahead. I have been battling this feeling of uncertainty since May(?) be it in terms of full time job, in ministry wise, in terms of my family wise, in terms of the scope of friends that will be with me or the new group of people im going to meet at work next time, in church, etc.


No longer will I have to go through the 'sian-ness' of starting school in January, and reading of textbooks at all. There's this feeling of dreading the new year so badly because I have been wanting to escape it so badly. But I'm still glad that all in all, as cliche as it sounds, I've God with me.


Psalms 43:5 "Why, my soul, are you downcast? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him, my Savior and my God."

- Be it job wise
- Be it ministry wise
- Be it friendship wise
- Be it family wise

I'll choose to praise God and not live life as a defeated Christian, but a victorious one not because of who I am, but because of Him.

Though there would be things that I will be unwilling to let go.... Praying that God will surprise me as I take each step in Him and may 2014 not just be one that I go through the motion of life as it is but one that I can proudly say "His will and not my will be done". I do not want to just find a job like that, but one I will pray through and seek God and follow Him :)


Thanking God before I receive it. So thank You God for You are going to bring me through 2014, thank You God for the grace that I am going to receive, thank You God for Your goodness that You will shower me, thank You God for Your kindness. Thank You God.


:) :) :)


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